Let the Reason Be Love

You are flying without wings. You have spring injoyous, but let each one of you be alone. Stand
your steps; there is a silly, secret smile on yourtogether, yet not too near together... for the
lips that refuses to go away. You even smile atpillars of the temple stand apart, and the oak tree
strangers. You sing and hum to yourself, at everyand the cypress grow not in each other's
hour, or even minute. You dream atshadow."
daytime...listen to love songs.Love is not growing in each other's shadow. True
You make sure that every single patch of yourrespect for a relationship comes only when you
skin is glowing, all the unwanted hair is removed,learn and 'want' to give personal space to another.
the hair is treated to a new tint, or perhaps aIf you want your partner to relinquish all their
new haircut. You buy new perfume; yourformer activities and hobbies for you, give you an
wardrobe is updated with sexier clothes. You buyaccount of every single moment of their
pretty lingerie. You feel soft, smooth and beautiful.whereabouts, and put them under a scanner
You smell divine. You are on top of the world.whenever they are away from you, then it is
You are in love.clear messages that you do not find them trust
Oh, yes... it feels good to be in love. It also wakesworthy. And trust is a prerequisite for love. No
us up to many wonderful facets of our ownlove can be worth having if there is no respect
selves. We also want the loved one to be 'Theand trust in it.
One'. We want it to last forever. But quite oftenShort-lived euphoria
than not, what seemed like 'Forever' turns out toThe display of possessiveness and jealousy is
be something transitory, and we are left with aoften mistaken for great love. Initially it makes a
broken heart, non-stop tears, bitter feelings andperson feel desired and wanted, when the partner
lingering pain. Relationships do not come with aexpresses possessive feelings. But the euphoria
guarantee or an expiry date, but it is still better towears off when it turns into tenacious claws, that
read the fine prints, before one plunges deepernever seem to let go and the one who is at the
into the quagmire of illusions.receiving end starts to feel the pressures and the
Before doing the next best thing, like walking intosuffocation. I am all for the feelings of
a marriage counselor's office we must considerpossessiveness in a relationship. It is very
few factors to make it a long lasting love affair.endearing, and makes one feel cosseted, but only
Let us see what makes it such an absolute andif it is in little homeopathic doses. And the line
wholesome feeling, along with the twists, turns,between extreme and moderate is very thin. It
the various blocks and the statutory warnings.requires a great deal of effort and finesse to
The glorious beginnings...maintain the balance. It also says a lot about your
First, you lock gazes. Then comes a tentativeown levels of self esteem. So, when they say
flirtation, a bit timid and unsure, but as you getthat you must be complete in your own self
positive hints, you start to feel an electricbefore you look out for a deep relationship with
connection that graduates to an overwhelminganother person , then this is what it means. Never
sense of belongingness and finally a deeper bondtry to fill your emptiness with another person.
that feels like you have finally arrived at yourYour demands will make them walk away or be
destination. They say that love often happensvery miserable, if they still live with you. Both the
when you are least expecting it, or with someonesituations are not a loving one.
whom you first did not consider as the lovePast is tense...present is what you have
material. Sometimes it happens at the first sight.You may think that you were born for each
Zing...goes your heart! ---(Yes, love at first sightother, when you finally find each other along life's
does happen )thorny paths, but the fact remains that your
Sometimes it takes time to grow, and one finepartner would have had someone in their life
day you realise that, you are in love withbefore you came along. They would have loved
someone you have been interacting with over asomeone else too, and have thought at that time
time. Nevertheless, the beginning is always magical.to make it last. Maybe it wasn't that strong as it
It is full of joys, pleasures, little miracles and ais with you, but still it was at one point of time, an
sensual foggy headed feeling rushing around in theimportant relationship. Never, never try to drag
mind all the time. Though turning it into somethingthat part of their lives into your discussions and
truly lasting is not easy.arguments. If they have revealed some
The bumpy ridevulnerable feelings regarding that old flame, then
Did someone tell you that love is easy? True lovenever make a mockery of it in your less decent
is not easy, and it never was. Contrary to whatmoments. It will kill the beauty of your own
we believe, it does not really 'Happen.' If you wantrelationship with them; maybe even fill them with
to keep the glorious love, that you have finallyrevulsion about you as a person. You may lose
found, then you have to constantly work on it, asthat love sooner than it was meant to be.
its ways are hard and steep. The works comesListening...sharing ...and caring
from your own set of values, the true explorationYes. Love is about all this and much more. But, do
of your own self, and believe me; pheromonesyou have to turn your partner into a Shrink,
play just an infinitesimal part in it.every time you are in a relationship? Your partner
Me and You.is not the human equivalent of a trampoline,
Know yourself first before you try to know theguaranteed to offer a safe landing and bounce
other person. If you do not have a strong bondyou back up whenever you are down. Offloading
with your own self, then you will smother theyour past traumas, and self disclosure should be
other person with your exacting expectations andon a mutually sharing basis, not a one sided affair
kill the love too. Never look for another person towhere one of you has to be strong always, while
fill any void in your life. Two halves will always fallthe other is always leaning, clinging and complaining.
apart into two halves, and remain so all their lives.Both of you must be sensitive to each other's
Bring completeness to a relationship by a strongneed about sharing the past hurts and old
dose of individuality.wounds, if you must. Listen to your partner with
The definition- Notyour heart and your eyes, and not just with ears,
Never define love. Simply put, you feel thatwhen they are sharing wounded feelings with you.
special emotion with a special person who hasNothing remains constant
entered your life on one special day. AND, it mayFeelings are not meant to be consistent. It goes
not always be happy. There might be someup and down. Be prepared that some days your
disappointments, broken illusions and few mythspartner would be in a less loving mood, less
that would be subtly broken as you go further indemonstrative and even appear aloof. Even if last
your relationship. So, never try to define a closenight was such that the neighbours had a hard
relationship with some silly notions, and the 'happilytime sleeping, while you made love. The next
ever after' ideas of fairy tales you have grownmorning they may seek a little distance from you.
up with.Your first reaction would be irrational thoughts
Learn to accept love the way you feel it, andabout him cooling off, because he has suddenly
give it ...TIME.discovered something off putting about you, or
Give until it hurts...until it hurts no morehis former girlfriend has called, or worse, he is
You have to give, and give a lot. Be ready to notsuddenly missing her. Resist from getting into such
receive as much initially, because true love has nomodes of panic. Love does not die overnight.
barter system. You will reap the real benefitsThere might be a number of reasons for the
much later and more magnificently, believe me.reticent mood of your partner, rather than, just
Reveal your inner self freely in love. You mustyou. And, if the inconsistency and distance is from
disclose your weaknesses, hopes, dreams,your side, then always remember to make up for
conflicts, insecurities, and loneliness to the one youit later.
love, because it gives the message loud and clearQuit playing games
that you trust your partner implicitly.Mind games. Ego clashes. These come under
Self-disclosure is that rich, fertile soil that willdishonesty in a relationship. Most of the times,
provide the most productive ground for you, towhen we feel hurt by something our partner has
garner deeper intimacy in your relationship later.said or done, we resort to withholding our love
We often try to hide ourselves, being miserly withand slip into cold silences. Sometimes we are
our expressions and words because we aretempted to hurt back and resurrect our egos. At
scared of getting hurt. Of not being accepted,times it backfires as the ego is not easily
reciprocated. Of feeling vulnerable after thesatisfied, and evokes defensiveness in your
revelation. But, if you can not trust the otherpartner that can lead to further conflicts. Honesty
person to accept you just as you are, then whatin relationship is in other words, being without ego.
are they doing in your life? Take the risk. It willBe authentic with each other. Have fair fights.
serve two purposes. Firstly, it will give you aSilent faith
feeling of complete acceptance, and secondly, itAt times, you may feel that some part of you is
will win the trust of the one you love.feeling at odds with your partner. Such times call
The timingfor compassion and silence. It may not be fully
Some of us have no sense of the timing in us.honest, but it would enrich the integrity of your
We often talk about deep feelings when the otherrelationship. And you will realise over the period,
person is not in the right frame of mind, and feelthat every time you are non-confronting, you
let down when we don't get desired responses.have affirmed your faith with one other. This
When you are truly in love, you feel yourdoes not mean that you should not speak about
partner's mood, their reluctance or their readinessyour hurts and disapprovals. You must, but
for a frank talk. If you chose to ignore or fail towithout defensiveness and harsh words.
notice it, then perhaps you still lack the maturityThe power of words
required for building up a true relationship. There isWords have great powers to affect a person.
a time and place for everything. Time to talk,Remember those three sacred words that
time to keep shut. Time to come close and timebrought such joys to your heart - 'I Love You'.
to withdraw. Demanding an answer to how muchWhen you say these three words, always mean
they love you, just when they have got a 'pinkit!
slip' from their work place, is not the right time.When you say 'I Am Sorry.' Always look your
No matter how needy you are feeling.partner in the eye. Also remember, that at times
Space...space...more spaceSilence is the best answer. Know the difference.
My favourite word....Space. I am partial to it. ThereParting wisdom
has to be breathing spaces between the two ofRemember that great love and great
you, if you want your relationship to remainachievements involve great risk. Take the risk. It
healthy and happy.always enriches your life, no matter what the
Kahlil Gibran wrote in The Prophet-"Let there beoutcome.Let me affirm here that you are lucky if
spaces in your togetherness. And let the winds ofyou have found someone who can bring you joy
the heavens dance between you. Love onein this callous world, and in the face of all the
another, but make not a bond of love; let ithorrors of living. You are most lucky indeed, if
rather be a moving sea between the shores ofyou can Love.
your souls. Sing and dance together and be